good morning

good morning. im at work and im so busy and i dont know where to start and im feeling like im going crazy because im just moving my papers from one side of the desk to other side of the desk and im wondering what to do and where to start. all i want to do is just stay at home and write my blog and and play video games and go out and take pictures and then look stupid videos from youtube and then i want to take a cat and also i like cooking. i want to sleep until lunch and then wake up and eat estonian breakfast or irish breakfast and then do some yoga and play guitar and maybe even a dance little bit and ofcourse sing along! but im working and im waiting for evening but evening is not coming because im working late and then im tired and after work i like to smoke cigarettes. but then on the weekend im getting so tired when im trying to climb to the mountains and i need to rest a lot and im like a little old lady!!
and bla bla bla bla.
and do i have to work all of my life or shall i play lottery or shall i rob the bank or shall i get better job. oh and theres economy crisis as well and everybody are loosing their jobs and everybody are asking to keep the heads down at work and keep a low profile and we have to be happy that we have a job. and im happy that i have a job and i love my colleagues and i like to come to work every day. i dont like to wake up 7 am in a morning because i hate everything so early and i dont want talk to anyone, i just want to take my 2 coffees before i can talk to someone so early.
im just having one of THESE DAYS again. GOOD MORNING! :)

BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz from that Song!

peace

NB! No serious posts coming from me in January- im gone off to holiday. I had too much thinking at the end of last year- if you read my posts then you see. Hyperemotional and changing myself everyday! But Now! Hey im soo stable! I have been like that 3 weeks. Its amazing.
I know what im doing, i know what i want and i know who i am.


:)

Peace and Love!

my singing

i never want to see my neighbors again because im singing so loud that all of them are turning their music louder and louder but hey! what the heck how can i stop singing if im getting so buzzed up from that. ha!

my karaoke list has 4 songs :)
Jill Scott "A Long Walk"
Jill Scott "Getting in the Way"
Erykah Badu "On and On"
Erykah Badu "Certainly"

im also thinking to go and take vocal classes... but im afraid...

i even had a dream couple of nights ago where i was world famous reggae singer.

and im trying to study guitar as well now! i love it!

...snow up in the mountains...

Irish Farmer

Sheeps are the animals that give us wool

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...........fucking pressure~!