Can you hear me?

Can you hear me ...? Can you hear me... im screaming...! Im screaming but your eyes are still pointed away... its like you are looking through me. You see me but you cant hear me... even if im screaming...
When i was a teenager i always used to have these bad dreams that im trying to run but my legs dont move or im trying to look but my eyes are getting foggy or im trying to speak but my throat is stuck. Now i know what does it mean.


...just realised half an hour later that... sometimes you should take deep breath and shut up if you want someone to hear you... sometimes you should back off and go back before you can go forward. If you go down then later you go more higher again...